Memory Jog

Now before my attempted communication with the Spiritual Realm something in my house happened. on the 26th January 2011, my brother and cousin, according to them, were sitting down watching tv and just having a a relaxed night. They claim that they saw a ghost in the house. On that resembled my Dog Rosita but the thing is the Dog was outside. It would of been a small spirit but hey maybe their mind’s were paying games on them as they were watching TV.

Though the day before my encounters, I was talking to my mother about ‘Believing in Ghosts’. Now, she knows the story about my brother and cousin, and she decided to tell me that she too saw a similar form one day when she was fixing clothes. Now, that isn’t pure coincidence. I’ve had the beliefs, every since my youth, that there are spirits lurking around but for three people to see this on different occasions means there is something going on.

I’ve been watching videos on the 2012 issues, most psychic’s claim that the lead up too this date, the “Aquarian Age”, man things will start to occur in everyday lives. Is this one of them? The closer our planet, the sun and the centre of the universe align does it’s energy give us some sort of supernatural senses to enter other realms? we got to wait and see then.

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Last night I felt like something could of happened again but nothing did. The only extra out of the ordinary was I saw a face when i'd close my eyes but it would vanish within a few seconds as if it was vanishing into a mist. We'll see what happens after this it's a new day with new goals and the companion I seek is somewhat being a shrew so my focus today will be on my work anything i notice today will be posted up.

Things are getting strange

I called my other Half today to talk about our music schedule. She seemed worried! she said that she heard someone opening the door, doing stuff inside like a normal routine thing. She thought it might of been her sister but her sister was at work and her room mate was out. Now was this her mind playing tricks on her? or could it be someone or something? i dont know you decide from whats been happening to us lately it could be anything.

It's Starting.....

The last couple of weeks, I believe, my spiritual connection with God and the Spiritual Realm has been
growing stronger. But with this my curiosity of Free Masons/Illuminati's has grown too and how they
relate to the world's corruption and the predicted end of the world which is dated to be
11:11am 21 December 2012. This Blog is more of a Diary entry for myself to reflect on my education
of the matter and also to see any signs and patterns. The Blog will have some information which you can research further in depth but it will show my progress and what I experience

Since my Research has started, i already had a fair idea of the control the free masons/illuminti's have
on this world. Especially their control of the music industry as I am a Musician Myself. From what i've learnt they are trying to send subliminal messages to us drawing us away from God and towards the evil.
Many examples of this is the lyrics of such artists as Eminem, Jay Z, Rhianna, Beyonce and to an extent Michael Jackson. Now if someone who is apart of the occult tries to leave, they will be heavily embarrassed or killed.

Have you noticed that most succeeding artists die of "drug overdose's" or their fame is tampered by some sort of drug allegation? It's something to really pay attention too. Have you noticed a number of celebrities have died on the 25h of June? It is all controlled and I advise you research this more as there is alot of content to cover.

The 2012 issue form my research, doesn't mean the world of the world but more of a new age. Something big is going to happen and for some reason i think I'm going to be a significant part of this. The earth's alignment with the sun and the universe enters the age of Aquarius, which will tamper with our conscious but who knows what will happen.

Now on with my experiences:
It starts the Day I decided to try out a Ouiji Board. Now some same that it is a medium to evil spirits, but the person I did it with said it only is if you call them. Now by communicating with these spirits through the process i found out a couple of interesting things:

• I have a Guardian Angel, her name is Polim, 27 years of age and is of Philippine Decent, distant relative of my God Sister.
• Everything that was going on in my life at the time it could spell it out.
• It predicted feelings of others about me and basically gave me advice on what I should do

Since then my spiritual connection with the world has increased. I am able to interpret peoples dreams and relate them back to their life without even knowing anything about their life. This is freaky in a sense because  I have gained this skill in 2 weeks. I can sense people's aura's if they are happy or sad or lonely etc. 

Now with further research, I was extending my knowledge on dreams. I found out that a dream is a way of communication from your subconscious to your conscious mind and this is how I understand what some dreams mean. Certain dreams means certain things. 

My mother has told me that my father doesn't sleep or dreams of weddings at times. When this happens someone that is somehow connected to us, passes. Is this some psychic ability that has somehow been passed on? I believe everyone has some sort of ability, like Deja Vu but you just have to learn to tap into that. 

In this time where I have been experience some psychic abilities, I had an experience at church. Now im part of the Catholic Church. From what I have seen, it is run by money. The Catholic Church has an unlimited supply of money and from what i experienced on a community level, I think this is wrong. In my community, the Priest has told the community that they are going to stop having masses because there is not enough income. Now is a religion/faith a business? i don't think so!!!!! Then one day the priest told me not to play my music at the church because there wasn't enough people and it was too hot. Less people equals less money. Now I took this to heart and packed my stuff up and left. I found out a couple days earlier that only $70 was given up as a total from the community thats about $1 a person compared tot eh $250 we usually give. Now was my actions an influence? possibly.

From here i developed not a hate to God, but more of a independence to God. I started believing that i could have a spiritual connection with God the same as a priest because I am a human being too. Will i go back? I don't know we'll wait and see.

I thought to myself yesterday " hey what if I could channel my energy and communicate with spirits without the board?" because the Ouiji Board is said to be Fake because it's what your subconscious feels you should know, almost like a dream.

So Last night after 12am, I started to meditate in my bed lying down as if I was sleeping. Things started to go silent, but then I heard a whisper saying " It's Starting......" in my head I said "What is?" and I had no reply. For some reason it came to mind that I could have full control of my senses. In my room there was my watch, and the laptop that was running. There was also a sound coming from the kitchen which was the clock now i experimented with my senses and was able to block out the sound of the ticking watch. I WAS AMAZED!!!

Then in my head I decided to channel my energy again, half an hour after the whisper. Then something supernatural happened.

I heard a bang as if it was in my head and then a loud pulsating sound. my Body went cold and my heart got faster. In my head i repeated "Don't Talk to me, Don't Talk to me..." and the sound gradually faded. Now I don't know why I said that but it was a natural reaction to say that. I couldn't go to sleep for a while wondering what the sound was. I came to the conclusion that some sort of spirit was trying to communicate with me. From my knowledge the Spiritual Realm is most strong between 12-3am.

I told my friend about the situation, she said the fear could of came from a negative experience and you went to sleep angry. That night I had a fight with my dad! Then the same friend, which I did the Ouiji Board with, Her response was "...your

a person who can have great influence on something that so many people feel close to... Religion... And you know yourself, you've said it to me, that you could cause a revolution kind of thing... Your obession with illuminati and free masons.... I am to be honest not surprised you would attract that sort of attention... You need to understand, what your passionate about is what you attract in your life... i mean look, the band thing isn't working out, I'm doing a performance by myself this week... Music is turning into less of a priority.... I think your mind is going a million miles an hour and you need to slow down...

Your gathering too much information and you don't know what to do with it... Slow down... and think clear.... your Letting your emotions get the better of you, there is a limit and time when you say enough is enough."

After this discussion i jumped on illustrator to draw what I also saw last night when i closed my eyes. IT could mean someone's watching me or some sort of subliminal message about free masons? comment on what you think.

I've come to the conclusion that if i have the same experience tonight i'll see where it takes me.

Please if someone has had the same experiences tell me!